Monday, April 15, 2013


Hajat hati pagi ni nak siapkan laporan PBS nak submit khamis ni, tapi tengok-tengok ke jugak aku menapak. hahaha

Topic: Hidden talent

Fitrah manusia boleh dikatakan semua individu dilahirkan secara berasingan, xda yang keluar sekaligus la kan, hehe, most probably, each and single person have their own hidden talents or specialty.

For some of the reasons, kat dunia yang tak adil ni, ada jenis orang yang sangat berbakat dalam bidang musik, dalam bidang photography, study and academics, sports, games and many more. Ada yang mereka-II ni tak perlu bersusah payah nak study in order to get certain amount of greds in the exam. Main dota hampir separuh gila still dapat CGPA 4.0 mengikut pengalaman aku masa study kat UIA dlu.

and for 90% of people like us yang tak ada unborn talent macam tu, we need to work hard to strive. Bak kata pepatah melayu, yang bulat tak datang bergolek-II. and for some, they tried so hard untill they forget the meaning of life. ada yang menindas in order to be on the top, ada yang individualistik dan ada yang materialistik, bukan bermaksud nak duit saja tapi... pernah x dengar ayat ni...''buat something untuk dapat markah lebih,?? hehehe''

i noe it is a strategy, it is how humans in modern civilization are trying to survive in this rancah kehidupan, tapi isnt life is more than what is on the paper?

for me,
life is a journey of learning, acquiring and appreciating
what to learn? everything! learn how to cook, learn how to play, learn how to study, learn how to adapt, learn how to effectively communicate, that is a way of learning.

what to acquire? everything! acquire new things you have never had, acquire experiences, acquire the things you desire, acquire self respect, acquire people's respect and trust, that is my way of acquiring.

lastly, what to appreciate? everything! appreciate the knowledge you gained, appreciate the friends you have, appreciate the body Allah has given you, appreciate the other creatures that lives among you.. that is MY way of appreciating.

in the process of life, we must work hard to get what we want, but dont be too full of yourselves. working hard is only part of it, you must have love, empathy, faith and some time to relax as well, All work makes Jack a dull boy you know? hehe

footnote: sometimes feel irritated by the way people are adapting, acting like angels to gain more attention from the others, being hypocrite is not one good example of a student. but who know? maybe im wrong.


Why do you walk the path of others while you are the one who are controlling your life?- Far Cry 3

Wednesday, April 10, 2013


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like some wise man said, ''time, something that we have but never too many''

Sunday, April 7, 2013

#357 Goodluck BIG :)

Hari ni 8 April 2013, Isnin

Selalunya ramai orang yang tak suka dengan hari Isnin ni..kenapa? sebab Monday is the start of the work days la bro. Tapi today is different. The second batch of PISMP studnets went out for Bina Insan Guru.

Emptiness i found whenever i looked down the hallway in front of boys dorm, the usual hallway where She with the capital S walk by almost every single day, and today is just aint one. Maybe its just me, 3-4 days I have left IPDA for Big, no one ever gives a shit, but this time i felt ''empty''.

Laughter is the only thing i can do to cover the misery in my heart. Although me and Her have nothing going on but my stalker instinct are conflicting with my rational thinking.

Some might say im a total nuts, gila bayang or something similar to that, but I call it the Silent love la bro.haha, how in the world an ustazah can fall for me, a typical Malay boy? friends keep saying,.. ustazah pon ada perasaan, but its like heaven and hell la bro :D

Faintly laughing,

bt, I am totally in great fear.Why?

I used to fall in love soo deeply with a friend of mine, when declared as couples, then clashed because of triffles, me and the girl had lost contact like forever.

The pain is when you love someone so hard, but it gets greater when you try to let it go.

Enough explaining myself,.. 

footnote: This is not love, this is a not special feeling. i am not trustworthy to have your heart, even in few months I will not remember about you and will not be loyal to you. im not for you, You are terribly perfect.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

#356 The Black Angel

Sebenarnya, nilah buku yang aku tengah baca buat masa sekarang. aku beli buku ni secondhand, harga sepuluh ringgit ja kat kedai buku terpakai kat Komtar. haha, terkejut gakla tengok ada novel John Connolly kat situ, so aku beli je trus.

tengok2 buku ni kehilangan page 1-13..haha hampeh btui, naseb baikla ada internet, bolehla aku search page 1-13 tu.


apa yang aku minat pasal buku ni adalah background dia dan language yang dia pakai kot. background story dia is more to detective and dark society, kalau anda peminat Dan Brown punya novel, i reccommend you guys to read this novel.

dark society, in this novel there is one small cult/ small group of people called the black angel, the person who posseses the card with the group logo on top of shall be given full assistance in anyway by the members. so in one of my favourite parte was the mother who is finding her daughter, Alice, who was an escaped porstitute in New York, possesed the card and went to search for the child. the story expands from there.

if compared to dan brown's artwork, dan brown mostly writes about Mason's and Templars (both are in the same cult if im not mistaken) and the story is mostly about exploring the secrets and hidden messages from the Mason's. As he wrote in the novel, Masons love their secrets. all five of the novels, angels and demons, davinci code, digital fortress, lost symbols, and deception(??) point are all about masonry. if you are a fan of secrets and Masonry, read them,!

language, i think both novels are using the simple english. However, there were times where jargons were used in describing different events. so even you are not Tesl students, you also can enjoy reading these novels. :D

How i fall in love in reading novels?

+ive never liked reading, neither studying,
+however, when i start to study about english, im just curious of how these authors use english in a proper way.
+so i start small, take up any kind of novel from the store and finish one.
+my first english novel was The Donor.. it was an interesting family oriented story, but it doesn't satisfy my hunger for knowledge.
+i brought the ''Nonstradamus Prophecies,'' and the ''Shift'' prefably because i was common with the name of nonstradamus and ''heroes'' television series :D both ended up suck balls and waste of the money
+ check the internet to find more stories, and finally caught up with dan brown.
+masonry eventhough it was like 2006, i enjoy reading about detective and secret societies. it might not just give me entertainment, but after reading them i can discuss about it with few of my classmates.
+then the black angel promisses to give me the same background of the story written by brown.

amzar like science fiction stories,and fantasies?
most girls in my class reads female authors books,...
some of them reads malay writers books,,....-.-

well im surrounded by bookworms here,..ROFLLOLLMAO!!~